blanket

my headset is my security blanket.

to be able to choose to drown out the unwanted noise made me feel in control.

so many things had not been going according to plan lately.

i need something that i can control. for my sanity, 

or not.

i'm weird, am i?

THE week: imma go nuts going through everything over and over again. i can't stop it's like i'm obsessed and i need to be obsessed!

Happy Mother's Day

thank you for always be there for me mom.
i love you.

sanitize, sanitise, sanitize

i have a fever, a sore throat that made my voice sounded like a shemale and now a flu that made me feel like my whole brain had liquefied and slowly dripping out from my nose. wtf. but i am being a responsible sick little sucker, i sanitize my hands every time after i sneeze, or basically after i touch my nose, mouth or everything in general cause i am OCD like that.

and on top of all of this, i have to go to a meeting that i could not afford to miss, not even if i have an MC to back me up. oh, i do hope the meeting wouldn't last long cause i would terribly misses my bed :(

on a brighter note, the sky is clear today. i hope there won't be any rain.


downing insane amount of warm fluid. cause i need my voice back!

le sick

i'm ending week 3 with sore throat, cough and fever. hooray.

but somehow for once in the past few weeks or so, i am feeling way better :)

as far as not being able to go home as soon as i expected, i'm still bitter about the matter it's true. but i'm trying to look everything in a much more positive view as i could not afford being sick and pessimistic at the same time, right?

right.

prescriptions:

1. T. Paracetamol 500mg BD
2. Fluid nourishment.
3. Bed rest PRN.
4. cont. observation.
5. stop obsessing.

lol i'm drifting. kbai.

week 3. killing off fever with my mind.