I'm not dead.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009


"...But time is on your side
Its on your side now
Not pushing you down and all around
It's no cause for concern

Come on, oh my star is fading
And I see no chance of release
And I know I'm dead on the surface
But I am screaming underneath..."

Coldplay: Amsterdam.

It's so late now. Vacay is making me numb.

Repeating the same cycle over and over again is driving me mental.

I'm so desperate to break the routine. But things to do in this small town is so limited and even very small number of it caught my attention. Cause I am so bored I tend to see everything as boring too.

The internet connection here suck. I probably spend more time trying to connect it rather than being connected.

Nevermind that is why people invented TV. I've watched E! so avidly these days if there's a test about any celebrities I could write an essay about them blindfolded.

I even watch Martha Stewart God dammit! Garlic on toast anyone?

Speaking about food, I probably stop stuffing my face. Freshman 15 has hit me hard. Dammit with all the mouth-watering home cooked meals! Not helping at all! Embrace your curve thingy is just a way for meaty people to be in denial. *note the usage of meaty instead of F*t?*-DENIAL. Loud & clear.

Despite all the ranting I am still loving every seconds of it. Maybe its because I'm at home and thus everything is okay, everything is going to be fine.

Maybe I'll watch the 4 hours long 'Gone With The Wind' and cries my heart out on the tragic ending tomorrow, That might swerve the whole course of my daily routine off big time eh?

I am so...

Friday, May 8, 2009


"You never knew how heavy the burden you were carrying all these while until they were off from your shoulder.
"

And damn what a burden it is but once it is off it makes you feel so:


EUPHORIC
FELICITOUS
GLAD
ELATED
JUBILANT
JOYFUL
EXULTING
TRIUMPHANT
VICTORIOUS
REJOICE (not the shampoo!)
BEING ON CLOUD NINE
OVER THE MOON
WALKING ON AIR
ON TOP OF THE WORLD...



...and I'm running out of synonym to describe how I feel now cos I am just too HAPPY in short!!

*sniff*



Peck Pack.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

IT'S OVER!!

Heh.. After weeks of drowning in my mountain of notes and finding a weird salvation in Hello Panda and become a Panda myself, I finally manage to go survive the most dreadful weeks of my entire life.

Ok maybe I exaggerated much but still GOOD BYE exam and HELLO anxious-result-waiting week. Y___Y Its blardy one week wasted on being anxious! what a waste of my precious-precious holiday. And and what if something goes wrong *nervous**fingers cross**too-much-pressure-cannot-tahan-already**cries*


T________________T

Haha.. ok actually I've finished my exam like 2 weeks ago but just decide to post this up to kinda put an end to this exam fever shit cos I'm super unproductive like that. Hmm.. it got something to do with being at home eating good food, Astro, Mocha trying to steal my good food(wtf), and fast running streamyx *scratch head*

LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.

No more shitty food, shitty broadband and eh wait that's all for me to complain hahahahahaha cos I AM HOME NOW so list of things for me to complain also dropped exponentially hehehe..

Kbai wanna go enjoy home now.