my lazy days.

i love in between postings. no reading to catch up, no unfilled logbooks to worry about. just the lappy, the bed, and you being utterly lazy.

anaesthesiology posting start tomorrow. 2weeks of compact craziness.

le sigh, i detest the stone cold OT.

there's a fine line between being friendly and being creepy.

you just cross that line buddy. i'm officially crept out.

i sincerely wish for the sack of your reputation, all of that is not you but some idiot trying to make you look bad instead.

the world is a twisted place.

it's like ohemgee

i don't think i'll ever get used to when the most random people come up to me and say 'oh hey, btw i read you're blog' cause you know it's a rare, no seriously rrrrrrrraaarrrrreeeeeeee like if i'm an animal, i'll be like the one on the verge of extinction #win.

but dear people-that-i-know-you-but-i-didn't-know-you're-reading-my-blog-people or you, uhm thank you for reading my crappy blog *insert cute face here* haha.

i swear i'll try to tune down the emo-nest. oh well, i guess now i need more brain fart post then. 

on the other hand, i'm so glad that i'm never too specific when i'm mentioning somebody especially when i'm being bitchy. you'll never know how somebody would use your words against you.


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i'm tired, my back hurt, i'm sleepy, i have reading to catch up to, i need to churn out a presentation for my cwu, i have ssm to worry about, i have short case to be nervous about, i need multiple droids of myself to go about and do all these. i need a break, i need a freaking life.

i'm being cranky, i just need a nap.

*abrupt end, bye*

Lesson #1

so i heard rumour from the grapevine that apparently being a wonderwomen is not enough. people are expecting you to be more than that. being a bystander is frowned upon and growing an extra appendage is a necessity.

well some people are born to be a leader, but some just want to survive juggling 423198935589 stuff on their two hands.

for now i'm just getting the hang of not to slip up and step onto anybody's toes.

there's nothing wrong with that.

almost 2

it has been that long and yet here i am looking through your pictures and still manage to cry my eyes out.

i forgot about it sometimes, but when i don't, the pain still have the same intensity as it always been.

time may heal in some cases. unfortunately in this case, it does not.

if you're here, still, i swear i'll smack you hard in the head for doing this to me.


i still miss you, miss you dearly kid.

Finish my study plan for the day EARLY! a rare occasion for the very busy triad a.k.a 3 in 1 posting i'm in now.

i feel accomplish :)

for those people who've been touting that 4th year medical school is the honeymoon year, well FUCK YOU. ehem, pardon my uncalled profanity. but seriously.
the postings are undeniably interesting but trying to cram a subspeciality subjects within 3weeks require way too many functioning brain cells that i can only pray i have enough of wtf.

AND to add to my frustration, i can't never seem to see the bloody fundus well with the bloody opthalmoscope! GAH.

finished study plan my ass, i'm gonna be sleeping late again.
so much for feeling accomplish.