Sweet with cherry on top

I suppose if today is any other day I would be overly delighted by Boyfriend's surprise visit during lunch today. But today is not any other day coz this day tomorrow he'll be going back to Kuching for his holiday. That means 1 month (!!) without him being 1 hour away from me. Sigh since when I become so damn clingy. Its not my fault okay who told him to treat me so nicely not that I wish that he treat me like lap sap lah but haih I am so well pampered now its like I am so fragile I needed a constant TLC wtf.

But then again I am so easy to please one just bring me good food then I'll be merry. Well that practically explains the weight gain T____T

Anyway, not only that he brought me lunch (read: PORK!+Roasted Duck I am in heaven!) he also offered to become my personal tutor!! A really garang one some more T^T What do you expect I'm slow in memorizing stuff. After a few knocking and few hundred attempts to break everything into something more easy later I finally could see dermatome, myotome, brachial plexus, nerve lesion to the upper limb and all the clinical thingy much much more clearly now. Why oh why we're not on the same uni? Things are so damn easy when you explain it I probably won't suffer so much like I do now.

T_______________________T

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Sigh~ enough ranting already despite of my utmost busiest schedule I could still find time to spare and killed it by watching Breakfast at Tiffany's!! Ya ya its a very old *ahem* classic movie but after watching it I now know the reason why people are in the craze to look for their Little Black Dress. I swear Audrey Hepburn was wearing the same LBD over and over again, dressing it up and down without looking like she doesn't have any other clothes to wear!

Audrey Hepburn

Now don't you feel like you want to go shop for LBD? Speaking of shopping JPA where's my MONEY!! If you're any later I'll be eating sand by the end of this term!

@#$^%*!

Who the hell said time will heal everything? I'm fucking gonna rip his heart out, deep fried it and stuff back down to his throat while it's still red hot fucking liar.

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Did you ever had that enthusiasm to do something you wanted so badly? So badly it's more like an obsession rather than enthusiasm. I missed being so obsessive. I missed having the confidence. To believe that everything is within an arm reach never afraid to make a move. I missed being too optimist in life. I missed being so naive.God damnit I worked so hard just to turn myself into pulp. I'm so pathetic.

Exam Fever.

Exam is still 1/ONE/UNO/ICHI/YI month away and yet I can already feel the stress building up within me.

This maybe because boyfriend is busy preparing for his professional exam and something more close to home-away-from-home-home which I think is the major contributor ever is when u woke up early in the morning and stumbles on your housemate who was wrap in her comforter sleeping in the living room floor being overdrived from all those studying. Seeing her condition, I'd say overdrive is an understatement.

A few more days to go before she leave trails of notes all over the house and be a constant reminder for me to study. Gosh she makes me feel like shit. Why can't I study like her. Ok not to say to exactly like her lah but 1/10 of her would be a major improvement for me.

Oh well. This is what I did to release stress. Its not much coz I'm still learning.

I don't have any specific theme or anything I just well screw around with PS and the brushes I get from DeviantArt. The people there are just so fucking creative. I hate them to bits and yet adores them.

Enough contradicting myself.

Yeah I know what you're thinking. What exam? Pfft~

Medic student gone wild.

Just when you think House is a fictional characters.

The Drugs Song - Amateur Transplants

Its amazing how all the drugs that I've learned in my previous semester is covered in a 1 minutes 46 seconds song.