Feel.

Feel all that you can feel.

sometimes it is healthier that way.

*emotional diarrhoea*

Wow this is crappy. I just realise that I have 1 month to go before the final.

Time to wipe away all that dust from my notes and enjoy a bottomless coffee AND sleepless nights.

mimosa

So, i finally grew a pair and cut me a bang up blunt bangs and dyed my hair back to black. no picture yet though but here is a random picture taken from my mother's garden.

oh, i just love holiday!

the hair issue

i suddenly have this sudden urge to have bangs. oh god if i really do cut it and it looks bad on me i am so eff up but then again points for having the balls and stupidity. 

and why do everybody must goes against it again? they made it even more tempting hurm. and what if it looks bad on me? i still can pin 'em up right? right. yes, i am as stubborn as a donkey.

now, lets just hope on that split second i grow a pair and just go for it. 

i've created a massive hoo-ha on my brain to cut hair that would grow back in few months. can i hear VAIN?

stagnant

These blog has been left  stagnant way too long and i am so sorry for that. by now of course i figure that you guys had stop coming to my blog and miraculously hope (or not!ha) for an update which i couldn't really do due to the lack of wireless internet connection on the place that i was posted to. i feel that it is not convenient to bring my laptop all the way to the computer room and blog my heart out. but then again i have my blackberry on me so all the above is just a goddamn long excuse to sugarcoat the fact that i am just plain lazy to blog. so there you go folks.


so many things going on so fast i can't even think straight. blogging sadly had fallen way, way bottom on my things to do list :(


i still do went around and read all the other blogs that i've followed but i just really can't think of anything to blog about anymore. boo.


maybe i should try blog like a tidbit of what's happening around me to re-re-re-jump start (coz god knows how many times have i've felt like quitting) my passion for blogging.