nudie.

Too stress, Too hot kenot tahan liao~

*streak ala the sims2 university*

I kid I kid.

On the contrary i am so free thanks to the recent H1N1 scare in our college. Sigh lets just hope this 1 week 'holiday' does not affect my midterm break. I'm not mentally prepare for this holiday wtf. I mean I need another holiday. Sigh but to make that possible it could only mean one thing REPLACEMENT CLASSES!! Imma die.

KL is so hot these days. I swear if i go out more than 10min during noon i can spontaneously combust no kidding. T_____T

Anyway I finally went to shopping due to my desperate(?) need to find something to wear for this weekend masquerade dinner *secretly excited* Manage to find the type of skirts that I've been craving for!! and I bought 2 so my happiness is multiply by 2 :)))) its so cute I tell you, too cute. Shall post the outfit pics soon!

That is not all after year long search for the perfect nude colour lipstick i finally found it!!!! Now nobody can say i look pale anymore.Haa!

Now pardon my sucky camera and pretend that the picture is clear wtf.

Isn't it the packaging is the darnest thing ever?*channeling inner bimboness*

Me and my friend was walking around Sungei wang and came across this new Etude House outlet. Since they were having sale so we decided to check thing out. I wasn't really big on Etude House for some reason but damn this lipstick changed me!

The name of the lipstick is Dear Darling Ultra Shine Lips (#9 Nude Shine) beside being a mouthful it is also redunkulous O.o. I mean with a name like that how can you take it seriously? Redunkulous i tell you. Luckily i decide to ignore the name and gave it a try.

The colour is a bit sheer. It have a bit of shimmer. The texture is smooth so the lipstick felt like it just glide on your lips. However it have this sickly sweet scent to it though make you feel like you wanna eat it O.o

It is also not drying unlike a lot of lipstick that I've tried before. Some of the lippie that I had before always made my lips chap after a few hours of usage so I'm quite impressed when I still have a perfect lips going on after a few hour. However you do need to reapply after meal though cos they don't really last but hey at least you save the trouble of removing it later eh?

Unfortunately I forgot how much i buy it cos i buy it along with some other stuff plus its on sale so I cant really tell. Haha. But I think its worth it. This is definitely going to be one of the few item found in my bag now.

how am i suppose to give you guys a motivational talk when i'm the one that seriously needed it more?

gosh.

i.need.my.motivation.

pronto!!

papaya flavored yogurt

Had to wake up early today and go to my faculty. Yes faculty on a Sunday. But, its not academia thingy we just HAD to attend this junior-welcomingish kinda ceremony. Since dragging my ass to the ceremony means me getting merits i just had to come.

Btw, how do people do this merit system anyway? How on earth did people manage to get up to 400+ points and still manage to have their sanity intact?!! wtf wtf. And mind you the highest points i see is only about 20 and that is for the president of some major project! And major projects are scarce and often took a LOOOOONNNGGGG time to plan and life draining i mean all those late night meetings. They must be hella good in time management or alien *cue for x-files*

Anywayssss, i just came for the merits so after signing the attendance, meet some of the junior i straight away membawa diri and went groceries shopping *proud*. Seriously after the house finally bought a fridge i am constantly like 'hmm what to eat tomorrow?' and get excited over discounts onion. T________T

Bought new dutch lady papaya flavored yogurt today. Have you try it? And though the thought of combining papaya and yogurt may be a big turn off but surprisingly it tasted great ^^. They didn't used the mushy over ripen papaya instead they used the one that still tad hard just the way i like it. I wonder if it makes a good mask? Since it is well known that yogurt and the papaya's enzyme papain is good for the skin and all. Hmm.. gonna give it a try next time.

Talking about the skin, i was blog hopping few days ago and accidentally terstumble at this one online shop selling cheap mineral makeup from Signature Minerals and this organic skincare Pai. Being one who's obsessed with mineral makeup i definitely gonna try this one out after i ran out of my Body Shop mineral foundation since it is waayyyy cheaper.

But what intrigued me the most is this skincare line called Pai. They claimed to be chemical free and use only 100% natural organic ingredient in their products heck they even state their ingredient in normal english! No confusing long twisting chemical names. Their products even have an expiry date due to the lack of preservative.
Their packaging is pretty too <--vanity cant help it (i'm a women do the math) T____T However the price is bank breaking though. RM116 for a bottle of 125ml cleanser? It might be a good investment in a long run though. Studying medicine and knowing the devastating effects of cancers makes me more aware of the cancers risk factors available on our everyday life. In our daily skincare products for example, chemical preservatives such as Parabens, Sodium Hydroxmethylglycinate or Propylene Glycol*inserts more confusing long twisting chemical names here* are carcinogenic (cancer causing agent) and the fact that we apply it on everyday and absorbs it increase our risk of getting cancer. Yikes! So the question remain, is RM116 worth it for a bottle of 125ml cleanser? UPDATE: Press my ads! if you want the review *winks*

what if

...Every step that you take
Could be your biggest mistake
It could bend or it could break
But that's the risk that you take
What if you should decide...

Coldplay: What if.

What if i fell and hurt, will i be able to stand up again?
will the wound heal? WHAT IF?
Regrets, wrong doings, mistakes, faults, errors. Those aren't removable.
Yes they hurt, hurt u badly but those are made to build a stronger and better you.
make you appreciate yourself more than ever.
make you see yourself even clearer than before.

WHY?

cos you'll never know what might hit you if you don't try.
The possibilities are endless.

The Flu

Finally had to comeback to this hellhole KL.

Sigh after 2 month being in the comfort of my own home leaving home is way too hard for me. No more home cooked meal, no more Astro, no more shitty streamyx connection, no more Mocha trying to invade my room and wake me up early in the afternoon morning, no Mocha insight. NO MORE MOCHA Y_Y!!! Mocha I Miss chuu~~ wuwuwuwuwu...WTF

Some more I had to stay in this apartment all alone for the whole week alone. Creepy~ Chickenhearted me had to put on all the light just so that I am brave enough to go to the toilet FML. But scared no more, all of my housemate is finally coming back today!! <-- Pathetic -.-"

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You know ur life is boring when u realise that the highlight of the week is u being sick. Gahh!~ Thought I manage to escape from being infected by my brother. So hooray now I am officially a walking petri dish. Due to the recent H1N1 hoo-hah, everytime I sneeze I can see people moving 1 step further away from me. It felt like walking in an imaginary bubble Y__Y . What a wrong timing to catch a cold.

Hopefully the cold will be gone by the weekend. The notes are piling up and mutha-effker I had 27 (!!) learning issue to worry about. FML.

UPDATE: There's a rumor that been circulating around saying that there will a screening for H1N1 next week. By the look of my condition now quarantine is not a choice. Oh well at least there will be good food around, methinks. Err.. hospital food anyone?