Busy Bee!!

This is the time where I should be having that brief moment of panic attack and went cuckoo for uhm approximately 1 hour become too tired to notice any rocking sounds my bed made and finally drifted off to that unwanted excessive sleep that cause all this mess in the beginning. Yes, that is confusing but luckily I manage to get hold of myself and left a bit of sanity for me to type this blog entry and bore you with these senseless sentences that my fingers made by punching the alphabets on my keyboard. T_________T Help I'm trapped in this body of mine!! Who the hell type all those things that you just read?

*slap self*

Okay I'm back. Like I say panic attack.

Anyway I've been thinking maybe I should be including something medical mumbo-jumbo like maybe an entry about acne? Or menstruation/period or like why we couldn't eat after 7pm and why coffee could make your breast become smaller (wtf!!), well you get my point. Maybe next time coz I dont know what topic type about yet and I seriously need to finish deciphering this whole bundles of lecture notes.*flipping through pages* Why do everything needs to be short forms? They try to make us feel dumber izit?? T__________T

Omg! My housemate was like so good in studying long hours. She could like study the whole day and would like totally glued to her chair or to her book and would not move unless if it is necessary like going to the loo/eat/entertaining the bored connie asking her why she could stand studying so long and trying to get her to teach me her secret in studying long hours. she was like a motivation for me to study coz whenever you saw her you would feel like you dont study enough (why do I sounds like a bimbo suddenly??). *steal a glance at her while typing this just in case shes coming*

I'm gonna stop now. I am so wu liao T_____T.

Its Official: I am Happily Broke!

Yay!! After a few day contemplating into this serious *ahem* matter I finally made my decision to go for it. Yes I am going to spend invest a shitload amount of ringgit into this:

THE BODY SHOP Make-up Academy Workshop!!

Nobody can describe the guilt I was in after spending those $$$ to join this workshop so that 3 expensive hours and those promised goodie bag better be good!!

*Happy mode on*

I'm gonna have FUN FUN FUN doing what girls love most doll-up with pricey MAKE-UP plus learning to do it the right way straight from the professional.

So what will happen on that awesome day? Well, it would be a 3hours hands-on basic make-up skill. So the thing will starts off by having our skin checked up and then moved on to applying make-up step by step. Sounds so vague I know T________T. But don't fret me will spills all the dirt once I got back from it which would be another week to go. Till then ASS-sessment alert!! Gonna be busy cramming my head with those nonsensical medical mumbo-jumbo and staying up super late while praying that my panda eye won't become much worst than it already now T______________T. So wish me a tons of luck!!

chiao~

UPDATE: I'm R-I-C-H again!!! Money has been deposited for me to spend on new clothes, totes, shoes oh and on tuition fee and more books so I am super elated!

I Thought I'm Through With This

I thought I'm coping it well but reality hit me again today. HARD!

How could it be that hard to just let go of the thing that were painful to you and just go on with life? It shouldn't be that hard to let go. Somebody tell me that the pain will go away with time. At least theirs do. How come mine don't?How come?

I let my self slipped away from the life that I plan on to live. And I loathe myself for letting myself get drifted away by other unnecessary, minor, unimportant things that forced me to take the long way out away from that path that I already meticulously craft and plan in this big head on mine. That mistake cost me my joy, my self-esteem, my confident and evidently my sincere smiles and laughter. I lost my own character together with it. Maybe I would still laugh at your funny lame jokes but I've become much colder than what I used to be.

I hate the fact that I was treated as if I'm different from everyone else. The fact that you people now think I am fragile and words must be filtered so that you won't say the wrong thing that might hurt me. I'm an observer don't think I didn't notice anything I not 5. And doing so actually made it worst. We just happen to be taking a different path now.

If only things took off in a different way. If only...

But after all those things that happened I think I still do dare to say that it makes me stronger. It makes me notice another side of me. The Super Connie in me. Who grew bigger day by day from the daily supplement of moral support, wishes, hopes and aspiration either from me, my family, boyfriend, friends and some random people who smiles at me. Lucky for me she's strong, lucky for me she never judge when everyone else around me including me judges me, lucky for me she's not a coward that runs away and cries at the corner of the rooms, lucky for me she's there. Coz I knew i would've gone all haywire without her.

Time to square up my shoulder and put on that happy face of mine again!

Cool ScribeFire!!

Wee~ *twirl around with hands raised in the air* Okay I might be the last person on earth who just discover this extension on mozilla, don't answer that but I still wanna say that I'm so glad that I saw it and download it coz it is Bloody Uh-May-Zing People!!!!!!!

So now I can like manage my blog while I watch youtube/looks for information(school workT__T/or what ever shit that I do whenever I use mozilla browser!!! In fact I am doing it right now well uhm not studyingT__T but waiting for the youtube video to finish buffering while typing this entry. Multi-tasking is so much fun! Somemore this extension have a direct link to flickr and youtube(not like i'm using any for now but I still find it cool to have it O.o) so it'll be easier to put up your vids or pics. It also have the strikethrough button so now I'm not gonna have that pesky problem that whenever I copy and paste something from Words my words always been chopped off or the font going to be way off. Thus, connie will have a less miserable life from now on.*relieve T3T~*

Happy!!~

note:connie want to eat Onigiri suddenly but dunno how bo T___T. Gonna make tuna salad tomorrow!!

Update: not happy od. Wisdom tooth is not being cooperative again T_______T Boohoo~~ Considering about doing wisdom tooth extraction but too damn scary!!! So I rather just tahan the pain lor. Gosh I am super!

All Sugar No Spice...

The best candy ever.


It is not because it taste good (coz it doesn't really have any taste, or my taste bud got problem O.o), or because it look pretty but because the characters in sailormoon also eat it. WTF?! I know.

I WAS a die hard fan for sailormoon last time and I am not ashamed to admit it. Hahaha.. And I must admit the comic book really gave a lot of influence to me even in my taste for man. Remember Mamoru?(is that how it spell?) sailormoon's boyfriend/husband/one time enemy/prince/king/tuxedo mask?? Now that I come to compare him(yes the comic book character *nodding*) with Boyfriend they do had that bit of similarities. I mean long legs, huge eyes, girly eyelash(sorry boyfriend T___T), and super skinny Poof! Mr. Boyfriend is my Mamoru. OMG I can't stop thinking 'bout it now.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Owh and sailormoon's body. OMG! *heart!!* I always want to have that type of body but considering my circumstances now one can only dream.T_____T Okie dokie stop with the painful height issue topic. *Chanting:I am tall, I am tall, I am tall~~*

Plus did you notice that after sailormoon, the super duper mini skirt become the It thing? I'm not saying that Spice Girl has been no help making it famous but if you start thinking who come first sailormoon or Spice Girl? Can you see my point now? So MAYBE the one who decide what Spice Girl wear was also a sailormoon fan?? Hmmm....

*****

Class starts tomorrow and I am still on holiday mood. Die.

Happy Monthniversary!!!!!!!!111

Mr. Boyfriend stop by at my house today. At 9am(!!!) in the morning T_____T

Actually he'd been begging me to do a study date since like uhm.. gazillion years ago just that I am so lazy wanna had to dress up and act proper when I am studying with him. But since the whole hostel just left him alone and the cafe are close for raya holiday, I would be cruel if I let him catch mice for lunch and dinner.

Hahahaha... mice for lunch & dinner... Hahahaha *wipe tear* Okay enough with lame joke. *serious mode on*

So armed with lecture notes and 4 packet of porridge (me, him, and fellow housemates) he came. And guess what the porridge taste so good that I actually eat like a slob in front of him. So act proper. Haih.. why am I like this one T________T


But me eating like a pig in front of him is not the main topic today. Today is the second day of the month again so that means that it is our 15th monthniversary day!! Before I had any chance to say the usual Happy Monthniversary wishes to him he quickly asked me to get him some water. When I come back with the water he did the sweetest things ever. He surprises me with a bouquet of purple roses!!!! Well not really a bouquet lah just three roses only just to represent the 3 icky words that I just love to hear he say..Heee~~


ZOMG I'm so like a love sick puppy now. T3T

Love you boyfriend Happy Monthniversary.. Big X & O!!